I feel like there’s something crawling under my skin. Trapped into an increasing numbness, life is cutting connections with my surroundings and i slowly turn into a stone. I’m drifting away like the sea waves do, feeling my throat getting filled with dirt and stones. I didn’t want to open that gate. I didn’t want to enter that world. Waking up in some kind of a void, swallowed by dark matter. That’s the best way i can describe it. Dark matter. It just grows inside me. I know i might be imagining things and none of it is real. it sickens me day by day. How do i turn it off?